Well, well, well... guess who's back? It's Akie, biiiiitch. LOL.
Ya ampun. Gila lama nda membebel sini. Hampir 5 bulan juga la aku meninggalkan blog yang tercinta ini. HAHA. Alasan? Seperti biasa. Gue lagi sibuk. Tapi kali ni betul-betul sibuk. And ada sedikit malas laa. Tu aku jujur cakap.
Tapi takpa. Tu semua cerita masa lalu, jangan diungkit. HAHA. Ni semangat baru kata orang. Pembawaan baru. That's why siap ubah header lagi. Ubah layout lagi. Header biru lembut, layout putih suci murni berseri. Sesuai dengan jiwa saya sebagai seorang malaikat kecil yang jatuh terhampas ke Bumi. Ecinggg. HAHA. Aku siap letak lagu-lagu slow favorite aku lagik so sambil layan blog ni, boleh korang layan lentok syahdu. Sebab aku nak korang tenang-tenang jek kalau layan blog aku. Nampak tak betapa caringnya aku kat u ols?
Well, life has been surprisingly good so far. Yeah, sebelum ni memang macam screwed up a lot, tapi kebelakangan ni, Alhamdulillah, I am slowly getting my life back on track. Slowly, but surely. In shaa Allah. (Tolong amin kan ya kawan-kawan...)
Aku rasa semua ni bermula waktu aku balik Tawau for a VERY short holiday. 4 hari ja ya aku di rumah. But those 4 days were absolutely amazing. For those 4 days aku jadik surirumah yang sangat berdisiplin, sama macam setiap kali aku balik rumah. Aku menyapu, aku mengemas, cuci kain, masak air, and part yang paling aku suka sekali: MEMASAK. Cooking is a getaway for me everytime I go back home. Tanggungjawab besar tu. Ya laa, my mom busy, so I have to take over the kitchen. Kena sedia makan tengah hari untuk my dad kalau dia balik kerja, then kena sedia minum petang diorang jugak, and of course makan malam. I enjoyed doing this for my family. Dapat jugak laa dorang rasa air tangan aku. I tried to do every single thing possible through out those 4 days. Sapu rumah, mop lantai, cuci kipas, masak air... EVERYTHING.
Rasa macam aku sudah sedar tanggungjawab aku kalau di rumah. Instead of looking at my vacation macam satu treat to getaway and be the king, I turned that vacation into a trip yang mana I can take care of my family as much as possible. I feel really good. WAlau pun sekejap jek aku stay di rumah, but I feel so damn close to my family. After all, COOKING really bond us.
It is amazing how you can have a different view of life in one day, and the next day the view is completely different. Macam aku la. Ntah kenapa sekarang ni aku rasa betul-betul I need to take responsibilities. Well, it is long overdue, but still. That is why I am slowly trying to get better with my life.
My study seems to be heading on the right direction. After stalling for an entire sem, this sem I move further. Rasa macam sangat-sangat yakin sudah pasal my research. Everything is covered now, ada sikit laa here and there rompong, but time will get me through it. So, wish me luck, okay?
Aku mau jugak kongsi pasal personal life aku di sini (as I always do) but you know what, maybe not this time. I will dedicate an entire chapter for it sebab mustahil amu talk about it in this post. Sangat banyak yang perlu dicerita. HAHA.
So as for now. Here it is. My current post. Aku janji lepas ni aku try my hardest to post as much as possible, and as often as possible. Just wait for it, okeh? And of course, the legendary My Top 10 List will be coming soon. So, stay tuned!
-Akie-
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