lama gila aku nda update apa-apa di blog ne. terbiar begitu ja. projek terbengkalai. but i am here now, so the rest of you bitches can shaking and crying at the same time thanking the God that the fiercest and most fabulous blogger is back. LOL.
it has been a very interesting months for me. so many ups and downs. meh. biasa la ba kan. memang sudah hidup begitu. kadang kita di atas, kadang kita di bawah, dan kadang-kadang kita di siring-siring ja; being a by-stander - watching life goes on and take its course. plus, i have been physically and mentally exhausted. adeh la. makin dekat final exam, makin banyak kerja. nda paham aku. kadang-kadang rasa macam mau meletup kepala. tapi apa bleh buat kan? terpaksa jua go on.
well, final exam is approaching. adeh. macam nda percaya woo. sudah 5 sem aku sini. pasni ada 1 sem lagi before i say goodbye to this place. rasa seram jua la sebab there is no guarantee of what is about to come. but that's also the most exciting part about it. having to experience life at a bigger perspective. having to face the bigger world on my own. having to go through life on my own, making my own decision, creating a life on my own.. fuhh. that sounds like a lot of work. :)
still, there are lots of work to be done before i finish my 5th semester. ada final year project laie mau kasi siap. shit. ini la ni yang kasik lambat aku balik Tawau ni. aiyyaa..
on the brighter note, i turned 22 yesterday. haha. hampir dewasa sudah aku. but you know, birthday is ain't nothing but an excuse to eat more carbs and sugar. LOL. i might be 22, but i am as young as an awesome kid.
to celebrate my turning of age, what other song that can reflect how i feel with every single word as deep as possible? so the rest of you bitches can enjoy this song and get ready to have your heart slayed. :)
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